Sometimes

I wish I could tell people what is really going on with me.
Why i'm so distant, why i hurt.
I wish the people that don't like me and talk shit about me,
would be nonjudgemental for a second.
Know what i'v been through.
But instead i'm pushed around and am a joke.
And who wants to live a life like that.......

All You Have To Do Is Look AROUND

All You Have To Do Is Look UP

Stepping Stones.

like things are okay. They could be better they could be worse.
College; i'm not diggin' it. I just don't feel like i fit into the specific school that i am at. The teachers seem like they don't know whats going on. The kids aren't nice. 

They are somewhat creepy. I feel like i'm not getting the full college experience, i don't live in a dorm. I don't like my classes. I haven't made any friends. 
I want to go travel. I would like to see the world. learn how to do things that i want to do. I would like to be knowledgeable of the world. Staying in Utah doesn't seem like the right thing for me. When i'm young i don't want to settle down i want to get up and do things. Fun things. Like i want to move around to new places. I just want to live. I want to live my life. I want to love my life.