Nobody sees tears when your standing in the storm.

Gonna go far, with charisma and skill
Until they put my face on a million dollar bill
Reality is just too much to bear with
Paranoid, walkin around careless.
Ill make you smile for the simple fact Im good at it 
Ill make you smile just so I can sit and look at it
It hurts to watch Lucy lose the dream , Ive had the pleasure of seeing our hero kick and scream.
Driving home drunk from the front one night
he tied his '84 Tempo round a street light
So you see sir, my deck of cards serves me as a bible
An almanac...and a prayer book.
Mother of two, no one knew, because the twins stayed with her mom
but when they finally found the bitch still had the twist round her arm
Be leary of what you wish for....

STRESSING...

^ 'nough said.
This trip shit is freaking me out.
:(
i feel like i have SO much to do before Wednesday.
But i just keep thinking of leaving my friends and i'm scared they are going to forget me.
I know that is dumb. But, eh, everyone has irrational feelings.

I guess i have this to look forward to...

My goal is to update my blog when I'm on the road. Ha, lets hope it works...

Hum..

haven't written anything on this piece of shit in a while.
lifes just peachy and colorful.
going on a trip for 3-4 weeks.
Kinda freaking out about it because im leaving on the 6th.
Kinda freaking out because im fucking horrified but so excited to see my mom and who ever i see along the way.